Signs, Fate and Obstinate

try not to look into much at what fate brings into my life.

i know people are out there that says there are signs. Kinda like final destination where you look for the signs of things that you are destine for.

okay, i'm making this real difficult for you to read my mind, so let me tell you what happen.

been going on my ning sites a lot lately, (that's why I've been ignoring some of my blogs, lately - sorry) and of course one popped up for my high school class reunion. (I can't believe it's twenty years - lawd I'm old.)

Anyhoo, people from my class have been befriending me and goodd lawd time does a doozy on some people but hey, what can i say, life happens right.

So I go ahead and friend a lot of these people and so forth and so on, paying really no attention unless I really remember them.

Night before i have this really ... weird is all I can say, dream about someone from my high school days. It wasn't erotic or sexual in any way. It was like we were sharing this tender moment. I remember him rubbing his face against mine and whispering something in my ear, but we were in a quiet place just sharing face time and enjoying each other. And he looked at me real deep in my eyes with that look you want every man to give you for the rest of your life.

when I woke from the dream I thought it was real strange because during high school this "guy" and I had brief acquaintance and actually he was a year ahead of me and I wasn't anything popular.

The next morning, low and behold the guy befriended me and actually remembered me and my sister very well.

Sweat formed on my forehead just looking at the picture of him, because time had not aged one bit of him and I was just flaberghasted as I remembered the dream and seeing him.

I tried, as I said in the beginning, not to look too far into it and then just last night, HE sends me an invite to another event of a mixer. I had to miss the first mixer they announced because of radio shows that popped up.

Don't know if I want to go though because he even gives me permission to come sell my books. Hmmmm.... and he sends his number through to call him if I have any questions.

Hmmmm.... don't like fate coming up in the mix. Maybe cuz I'm a control freak and I'll fight what's to come just because.

I'm a stubborn mule. I know this. I'm honest with myself.

So I'm just talking and sharing but I'm not going to look too much into this. I'm not.